Singularity

What is Love

Love imagine love what is it ?

It’s smthing invisable something you can not toch nor see, how do we know is there?

The very same thing that will take you on mon teverest and the same thing that will torn you apart and burn you to ashes

Love do you expect to be beautiful, i t’s a draft and it is what you make out of it.

We are all different how can we love, when our concept of love is imaginary

Spring

Flowers bloom,love is strange so as life,

They say spring always comes and it’s true it does come.But from where i am standing there is still something deep down inside me that is still in the winter snow. Maybe i am trying to find something, something i’ve lost in the tick white layer.But what is it I don’t know,where is it I don’t know, It’s there alright, somewhere because i still am confused between my mind and soul.I keep reminding myself who i am so I don’t lose that in this mess out of a world and what i want out of it . Don’t let me down,i want to be rich,i wanna be me, i wanna be on the top, i wanna win. My phone might die soon i forgot to charge it so i guess i’ll have to finish this some other time. Stay with me because we are in this together.No one is alone

Day 27.03.2021

Again i am alone, I feel sorrow, but I haven’t lost anything i am going for the win.Maybe that’s what has been making me feel sad and depressed. I know what i want but I don’t know how to get there, please try to understand i do want this home and i am grateful for […]

Again i am alone,

I feel sorrow, but I haven’t lost anything i am going for the win.Maybe that’s what has been making me feel sad and depressed. I know what i want but I don’t know how to get there, please try to understand i do want this home and i am grateful for everything but this is not what i was meant to do or be. I am leaving and seeing the reality and life really is blue and depressing, i am not having any film going on in my head that very same thing people call hope. Hope is nothing rather than an imaginary film for the future projected in their head.But now i am in the reality.